“I hardly ever found what i was looking for,
But maybe i never really expected to find anything in the first place.”
The state of being enslaved to a habit or practice or to something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming, to such an extent that its cessation causes severe trauma.
Lip balm. I know, i wear too much.
Does it make a difference? Whatever suits them.
Lately i’ve been nostalgic with Anna Tsuchiya songs from NANA.
I think it was Kuroi Namida - Anna Tsuchiya
Only between me and I.
I’m currently answering these questions. I’m supposed to preparing a debate and studying for a test on Thursday.
It was Human Biology or Art, but not that I was great in either of them.
Don’t have one in particular.
Last year, some time in June?
At the moment 155, it fluctuates. As in I lose more than i gain.
I’m comfortable where i’m living now.
In between. My desk and wardrobe may be a bit messy, but my bedroom is overall clean.
Joined the single club since forever.
Both? Depending on the situation.
- Blue: What song do you listen to when you’re feeling down?
A shuffle of all my songs.
- Cup: Do you drink Tea or Coffee?
Tea any day.
- English: How many languages can you speak?
2, English and Cantonese. And of course the odd lines of Japanese lol.
- Fear: Tell us three fears.
Spiders, life, being an adult.
- Game: What was the last board game you played?
I think it was Settlers of Catan. I suck.
- Harry Potter: What was the last book you read?
The Pile of Stuff at The Bottom of The Stairs - Christina Hopkinson. Still haven’t finished it, one of those books that’s taking me forever to finish.
- Injury: Have you ever walked into a glass door?
Yes and no. A few times I was about to but never did.
- Jump: Do five jumping jacks/star jump.
Too much effort to get up.I did them….or did i?
- Kiss: Who’s your biggest celebrity crush?
Don’t really have a celebrity crush, too out of the loop for these kind of stuff. Probably idol, T.O.P. <3 Pick and choose from Big Bang lol.
- Love: Do you believe in marriage?
This is such a weird question to me. But um yes i do? I want to get married so I guess I do.
Okay so i’ve thought about it a little (omg I was thinking), I think this is asking do you think love means you have to marry, or along the lines of it. Well imo, no. Two people can love each other but not get married. Marriage imo, is just a ceremony and a piece of paper, for people to recognise the lovers commitment to each other for life. Its not really for them, its for others.
But that’s just my silly thoughts, i could be wrong. It could have a deeper meaning…it probably does….there goes my marriage.
- Money: What would you do with 1 million dollars?
The question is what wouldn’t I do with 1mill dollars. I’d definitely go on a world trip. Then spend the rest on whatever needs to be spent on, as well as sharing with family. And leftovers into savings/charity.
- Naughty: Tell us three things that your parents disapprove of?
Like all typical Asian parents.
Going out too late at night or too much, staying up too late and/or sleeping in too late, not studying enough and/or grades too crap.
- Oops: What is one thing you’d like to change/fix?
My life. There’s plenty of room for improvement.
- Picture: Post a pic of your lovely face.
Maybe another time when its lovely.
- Quality: Name three of your favourite blogs.
For other anime/manga lovers:
- Rapunzel: Name three Disney movies that you adore.
The Little Mermaid
Pretty hard to choose just these 3, I love my Disney as much as my Studio Ghibli’s.
- Star-sign: When’s your birthday?
- Teacher: What do you aspire to be?
I honestly don’t know. Its almost as if you’re asking me what is the meaning of life.
But in the end, its all about being happy. (So cheesy…)
- Unite: Do you sponsor a cause?
No, but I do donate bloods regularly, and charities occasionally.
- Varsity: Do you play/watch sport?
Nope. I did swimming since I was small, but i’ve stopped that. If I do ever watch sport its mostly soccer, basketball or tennis…or the Olympics.
- Xylophone: Do you play an instrument?
Answered this already, no.
- Yellow: What’s your favourite colour?
- Zoo: What is your favourite animal?
I’m a person who likes all cute, cuddly, fluffy animals. (I hate having to choose something, I hate picking favourites T^T)
Incredibly Invasive Questions
1. Describe the scent of your shampoo.
2. What does your favorite bra/boxers look like?
3. Shotgun or backseat?
Majority of the times its shotgun, depends on the situation.
4. Hardcover or softcover?
Hardcover. I’m too picky about pages folding or having creases/wrinkles.
5. Do you play an instrument?
Nope. I’d like to, even though i seem to have no musical talents whatsoever.
6. What color is your room?
Creamy white. Boring i know.
7. Favorite celebrity hair?
Those with hair. Any one of them have better hair than I do.
8. If you could switch places with (insert name) for a day, what would you do?
If it was a rich person, spend all those bills and give out to homeless and charity, just cos I can. Or go on a trip.
If just another average human being like me, will most likely be spending it like I do any other days.
9. What was your childhood “security blanket?”
A random teddy bear blanket…..which I still have and use.
10. Do you like men who wear Axe?
Didn’t even know what Axe was but thanks to Google I do now. I’d assume it equivalent to Lynx. Anyways, I don’t mind what they use as long they are hygienic and clean. Obviously not to drown themselves in deodorants/cologne.
11. Are you wearing any pants right now?
Its Winter, I need more than just pants.
12. Most rebellious thing you have ever done?
Probably lying about having classes and ending up going out with friends. (Its soooo rebellious!)
13. Least favorite teacher? Why?
Can’t pinpoint just one. Some can’t teach, some have bad attitudes, and so on.
14. First thing you wash in the shower?
The forever dwindling hair on my head.
15. What is the thing you brag about most often?
Being weird. Weird right. Well people say i’m weird, might as well accept it. And then when they say you’re weird, you agree…and it makes them think your even more weird. Did i even make sense.
16. Most played song on your Ipod/Itunes?
Why would i keep track of that…..all the songs on my ipod/itunes are my favourite, hence i listen to them. I guess, whatever shuffle likes to pick more.
17. If you’re in your room, look at the first photo you see. Whats the story behind it?
I see 4 straight up. So i’m just gonna pick and choose one whichever one. One with my aunt and uncle and my brother. We’re in Thailand feeding a baby Tiger at Sriracha Tiger Zoo. Technically my brother is feeding the baby and its body is resting on our laps.
18. Any fanfic recs for (insert pairing here)?
Surprise, surprise. I actually don’t read fanfic. Have enough on my plate, kind of hard to fit in fanfic.
19. What movie are you most looking forward to in the next year?
Not sure what’s coming out next year. But this year i’m looking forward to Despicable Me 2, Thor: The Dark World, Monsters University, The Wolverine, After Earth, Fast & Furious 6, and so on…..there’s quite a few this year!
20. What would you say if Taylor Swift asked you out?
I’ll swiftly say yes. (That was lame)
But tbh I’ll probably be excited but turn her down. I’m straight, so probably won’t see her in that way. Though if she was a guy, hands down i’ll take her offer.
21. How many asks have you gotten in the last 24 hours?
Wow, only 1! That’s amazing. ＿ﾉ乙(､ﾝ､)_
22. What is your number one otp?
Unfortunately i’m also a indecisive person. Hence I can’t put one OTP over the other….i love them all so much.
23. Should you be doing homework right now? What subject?
Yes, of course…who isn’t. Not homework per se, but studying haha. Pharmacotherapy, Pharmaceutical Practice.
24. What is your wifi password?
Hi-mi-tsu tehe :3
25. Whats the last thing you ate?
I’m eating gum right now.
26. Ever had any near death experiences?
I’ve done you before! And no.
27. Whats the story behind your nickname?
A group of my friends call me Rof. It is short for R.O.F. = Retarded Ones Friend. It was after a chemistry class if i remember correctly, RF (retardation factor) blah blah. Anyways i managed to twist it to ROF, while i made up a nickname for her to be Tro. Short for T.R.O. = The Retarded One.
I have a few others, but i’ll leave it for another time….
28. Favorite chapstick flavor?
29. Choose one thing on your fridge and tell the story behind it.
A calendar from a real estate. We got it in the post. It tells us the date.
30. Whats the last thing you bought?
Food. I need my daily calories and fat.
▶ Nosy anons let’s go
Last time i ever checked 168cm…i feel like i’ve shrunk since then.
Otome at heart lol
No. I hate it.
Yes, appropriately haha.
Yes, when i feel unwell i pop some pills.
Ranges from 14-18, plus or minus occassionally. Depending how i act in front of them haha.
Hmm i’ve always thought about it in the back of my mind. But i don’t think i will, unless it really meant something. But even then idk…
Yes, ears only. 6 in total.
I want to get another 1-2 on my ear but still considering.
What does this even mean? Do i have one? Or who?
There’s only one in the relationship.
Manliness. Its hard to use words to describe.
Unhygienic, try hard, jerks. Or a combination of them.
I hate these type of questions. How can i ever choose just one.
Can cook or enjoy food as much as do. Common interests, not weirded out by my weirdness.
Basically accepts me, the full package.
I’m so cold hearted, i can’t think of anyone in particular right now. But i do miss groups of friends, when we hanged out together all the time. They have their own lives now, and we don’t meet up as much.
Its so traumatic that i can’t remember it. (I can’t think of one, so exciting)
Weird funny, weird lame, weird. Just weird.
I guess i don’t like how i’m closed up. Could be why i don’t have extremely close/tight friends. Most people think i’m open, but i don’t usually tell anyone anything. I like to listen, since i don’t have to talk about myself. And when i do talk, people think i’m weird, or strange/abnormal. And all i do is laugh and accept it. I guess i’m saying i have trouble socialising normally lol.
There’s plenty of other things i can name that i don’t like about myself but i’ll leave it at that.
Its funny how we can point out so many faults, but we always have trouble naming something we love about ourselves.
Being optimistic/happy go lucky? Life goes on.
Living the moment. Content, happy.
I do love my sibling but we are quite distant. I only have an older brother, almost 6 years apart. He’s quiet even at home. We don’t share a close relationship. I always think things could have been different. Especially when you see other siblings being close and all. But its ended up like this. Maybe in the future we can slowly change it as we age. Its awkward to dramatically change now.
Distant almost. And probably partly my fault. I’m moody and antisocial at home. I don’t tell them anything personal. Feels weird to all of a sudden be a close knit family, when we were never really that close. But i still love them, i know they care for me and mean good. But me being awkward and all i can’t express my emotions well to them. I always end up doing what i keep telling myself not to. I try to change, but still revert back. So yeah, there’s some kind of tension in the relationship.
Its not perfect date, but perfect moment. So when it happens, it happens. I have no idea.
Hypocrites, or contradicting people. Like what even?! Or attention seekers/show offs/jerks….basically people that i can’t get along with much. But i’m probably guilty of hypocrisy/contradictions….
3D. Refer to no. 26.
The truth should not be known. Awkward, upset/scare them, lost of friendship could be possible, or i just don’t want them to know. Quite a few reasons depending on what’s being lied about.
Studying. People that i can’t get along with (refer to no.26). Waking up early.
Mix and match of the alphabet.
No particular words, but when words string together mean they don’t like me in any way makes me upset inside. But of course i like to laugh it aside and think screw them.
Again no particular words. But i do like when people praise me, who wouldn’t.
Personality all the way, inner beauty. Natural beauty 100%.
I don’t like those that flaunt their meat and mask their face in layers of powders. But of course i could be shallow at times too and find those extremely beautiful attractive too, natural or not.
Again personality! Hygiene! Manliness!
And their manly bodies hahaha, don’t have to be ripped…but *drools*.
Japan! Cliched enough. Or maybe live in a Japanese like house. Traditional or not. They have awesome houses.
Body. Personality. Same old.
Green tea flavoured anything.
A better me.
Tried hard to think of just one. Why can’t i have all….
I love purple.
Purple doesn’t exist.
Purple is simply a combination of two colors, red and blue. There is no such thing as the “wavelength of purple light”, it only exists as a combination.
▶ Bother My Askbox?
1: What color are your socks?
Currently skin coloured. Freezinggg….
2: Have you ever lied about your age? Why?
Of course! People say I don’t look or act my age, always like to see if people can guess haha.
3: What is something you regret in the past month?
Plenty of things. Mainly not putting enough effort in studying….need to up my game, le sighhh.
4: Do you believe in love at first sight?
Personally no. Hasn’t happened to me. But who knows, it might happen. But i do believe in attraction at first sight (who hasn’t checked out some person you see on the streets!). Love seems too strong of a word to use for a person you just met imo.
5: When was the last time you wrote someone a letter on paper?
Around 3 years ago. It was fun, i’ve still kept them.
6: How old were you when you first learned how to ride a bike? Who taught you?
I was too old. Like in my 10’s, my dad a little but mostly myself with my brother’s bike from when he was small…so undersized for me but easier to ride. I still have trouble with big bikes meant for my size.
7: Do you get along with your parents? Why or why not?
Yes and no. Not always a smooth relationship. I can be hard to communicate to at home. And i have the worst temper. Easily ticked off. Have problems OTL
8: What’s your favorite season?
Spring, Autumn, Winter. I HATE the heat with passion. I hate feeling sticky. I hate how there’s so much you can do to cool yourself down, there’s only so much clothes you can take off. Whereas if you’re cold, you can always put more clothes on, or hugs!
9: Do you currently like someone?
Romantic attractions, oh boy so many. Ones that I will never have, why be so famous or 2D T^T
But for real no.
10: Have you ever used an Ouija board?
No, not really a believer of superstitions stuff. It could be fun though, troll someone.
11: What’s the last song you sang?
I think it was “When I was your man - Bruno Mars”
12: What’s your favorite scent?
Clean. Manly. Fresh. Sweet. Mix and match. Anything that doesn’t burn my nose.
13: What’s your favorite urban legend?
Actually haven’t got much clue in this area….
14: What’s a bad habit that you have?
Procrastination. Sleeping in. Quite cliched i know, but its my worst habits.
15: What’s a strange habit that you have?
I like to be organised. Yet i’m lazy. Its strange. I organise so well but it falls apart in the end cos i procrastinate.
16: What’s the first instrument that you learned to play?
Haha the recorder in primary.
17: How would you describe your ‘type?’
Type of what? My type of wifi - strong, excellent connection.
18: Would you rather stay in or go out?
Stay in. This shouldn’t be a question.
19: What was the last thing you said to your mom?
Okay. I said okay.
20: Do you want to get married someday?
More like will i ever find a partner….but yes i do.
21: Have you ever snuck out?
No, its impossible to sneak out when your parents sleep at 1-2am or later.
22: Can you sing well?
Heck yeah i do. Burst your eardrums, make them bleed with love.
23: What’s an embarrassing thing that happened this week?
I’m a walking embarrassment. Probably when i didn’t get a partner during class. The tutor paired everyone except me. That was pretty embarrassing, i had to third wheel a pair. Such a loner.
Or today, making seedy faces to a friend and a stranger happened to see, laughing at us.
24: When was the last time you went sledding?
Never sledded in my life.
25: Have you ever/do you liked someone you know you can never be with?
Plenty of times. All these babes i see and can’t get. The barrier of a screen, its tough.
26: Do people often mispronounce your name?
Do they ever hahaha. Yes they do, 99.9% of the time.
27: Would you like to live in another country?
Yes, as cliched as it may sound i would love to live in Japan.
28: Do you like to watch ghost-hunting shows?
Yes i do, its entertaining. But i don’t particularly think it’s real.
29: Who was the last person you said you loved to?
30: What’s something you’d like to be better at?
31: Have you ever stayed up to talk to someone who was sad?
Unfortunately no, I’m not usually the person who people go to first for problems. I’m like the minor character.
32: What was the last thing you cooked?
Microwaved some left overs. The last time i cooked….probably baked muffins, or was it frying an egg. Too long ago haha.
33: Do you think you would make a good parent?
I’ll try to, hope i would be. I hope i won’t be a parent i tell myself never to be.
34: Do you have trouble sleeping at night?
More like do i sleep at night. But generally no.
35: Where is your best friend right now?
36: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
Half an hour almost. I shower in the morning. I like to take my time.
37: How late do you usually stay up at night?
Getting old can’t stay up too late nowadays, last night ~2am.
38: When was the last time you cried and why?
Watching a movie, it was emotional.
39: Have you ever won a contest?
No. Part of the % of the population who never wins. Nothing.
40: Can you draw well?
I wish i could.
41: Would you ever date someone you met on Tumblr/the internet?
If at the time that is what it will lead to, maybe. There’s so many things that can happen which you can’t control. Anything could be possible.
42: What was the last thing you ate?
43: Do you think you’re/you’d make a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
I’ll try to. Its something to learn and experience. You need exp points. I might suck at first, but i can improve.
44: Have you ever had a near-death experience?
No. My life isn’t that exciting.
45: What do you think people think of you?
Loud. Probably the first thing they say.
46: What is your middle name and do you like it?
I don’t really have a middle name its more like combined with my first name, and its my chinese name. I don’t hate it, so i guess i like it.
47: Are you close with either of your parents?
No. I don’t openly share things with either of them. Just seemed to have ended up like this as i grew up.
48: Do you like yourself?
To be honest like any other person i don’t like myself particularly that much. But i try to. In the end you only have yourself, so learn to love it.
49: State five facts about your appearance –
Pj’s, casual, female, homo sapien, plain
50: State five facts about your personality –
Loud, in your face, moody, lame, food